100 Days Journal (SG-1, Jack, gen)
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applecameronauthor: Apple Cameron
title: 100 Days Journal
fandom: Stargate SG-1
episode: "100 Days"
category: vignette, faux journal entry(ies), gen, introspective, Jack
I remember when I met Kynthia. Oh, God, if she says "what is this thing you call love?", I'll have to kill myself. Captain Kirk, I ain't. With Laira, that's not a problem. She doesn't make demands. She knows what loss feels like. Wounded hearts and all that. We both know what it's like.
Shit, I wish I was Captain Kirk. Then, the Enterprise would just be hiding behind some moon, waiting to come and get me after beating off the Alien of the Week. I'll just build my primitive cannon and fight off the Gorn, here, and bam! Cue the closing credits and let's all go home.
Who'd Spock be? I know, big philosophical questions when you're stranded on the wrong side of the gate. Teal'c's got the stony face for it, but Daniel and Carter are the Brainpower Twins. Siler could be Scotty. I guess Carter for Spock, but then I argue more with Danny than with her.
Heh. Daniel with pointy ears. That'd be a hoot. I dunno, he may be more of a Dr. McCoy type. Emotional. Pokes me when I'm doing wrong, or at least in his opinion. But, Jesus, he cares.
Yeah, OK, Sam'll get the pointy ears and Daniel can carry the hypospray and tell me I'm being an asshole.
Huh. God, I miss him. Shit.
Every day, I walk out to where the gate is buried. Hoping, maybe, I don't know.
How did it feel, for Daniel, burying the gate on Abydos, walking past it and knowing it was underground, but waiting. Was he tempted? Knowing that it was there every time he walked past - did it tingle when he stepped over it? Did he walk softly?
Christ! Spock, Scotty, where the hell are you? Beam me the fuck up, already.
-- Jack, "100 Days", the unexpurgated version.
title: 100 Days Journal
fandom: Stargate SG-1
episode: "100 Days"
category: vignette, faux journal entry(ies), gen, introspective, Jack
I remember when I met Kynthia. Oh, God, if she says "what is this thing you call love?", I'll have to kill myself. Captain Kirk, I ain't. With Laira, that's not a problem. She doesn't make demands. She knows what loss feels like. Wounded hearts and all that. We both know what it's like.
Shit, I wish I was Captain Kirk. Then, the Enterprise would just be hiding behind some moon, waiting to come and get me after beating off the Alien of the Week. I'll just build my primitive cannon and fight off the Gorn, here, and bam! Cue the closing credits and let's all go home.
Who'd Spock be? I know, big philosophical questions when you're stranded on the wrong side of the gate. Teal'c's got the stony face for it, but Daniel and Carter are the Brainpower Twins. Siler could be Scotty. I guess Carter for Spock, but then I argue more with Danny than with her.
Heh. Daniel with pointy ears. That'd be a hoot. I dunno, he may be more of a Dr. McCoy type. Emotional. Pokes me when I'm doing wrong, or at least in his opinion. But, Jesus, he cares.
Yeah, OK, Sam'll get the pointy ears and Daniel can carry the hypospray and tell me I'm being an asshole.
Huh. God, I miss him. Shit.
Every day, I walk out to where the gate is buried. Hoping, maybe, I don't know.
How did it feel, for Daniel, burying the gate on Abydos, walking past it and knowing it was underground, but waiting. Was he tempted? Knowing that it was there every time he walked past - did it tingle when he stepped over it? Did he walk softly?
Christ! Spock, Scotty, where the hell are you? Beam me the fuck up, already.
-- Jack, "100 Days", the unexpurgated version.